Friday, December 6, 2013

Through the dangling Christmas lights in front of me, I envisioned something I thought I’ve already gotten over with. Because I suddenly came across this article and for its conclusion it said, “This is how you win him back: become the person you’ve always wanted to be.”

My attempts to ignore you, though have failed a number of times, together with the dramas asking space from you, hit me quite harder than an earthquake ever did. Voices of my friends telling me how mean, cruel, and insensitive I was to you, screamed in my head loud enough to flash a scenario of me being on your feet.

What if you were the one who, having a newly developed fun friendship with the person you suddenly (half-jokingly) asked space from—me? What if you were the one who, despite my excitement to see you after weeks, ignored me both in person and in all virtual connections?

Fuck. Shit just got real.